Frustration

Everything is better
Everyone is better
I wanna be like them
open and free
never afraid
good at something

This is me
a cruddy runner
a sucky student
a lame person
I don't have a purpose

I wanna be free
run through the meadow
people contain me
thoughts contain me
I am only myself
with one who is Smiley

New Jersey
Novato
I want to be there
what I am is not right
I can't tell
my brain hurts
sleep is not the answer

Frustration
all the people who contain me
Frustration
I can't do anything about it
Frustration
they don't understand

New Jersey
Novato
that is where I find satisfaction

New Jersey
Novato
That is where i need to be